It all comes in waves. Feelings, thoughts, family, friends. Especially feelings. Trying to work through things that make you feel bad. Getting dragged down because you have no energy to fight. It’s over.
Feeling like you’re living outside of yourself. Nothing feels real. Like watching a movie. You’re real, but no one and nothing else is. Living another life in your mind – only this one is more exciting and what you’re sure life should be.
Wasn’t supposed to be like this, but you have no willpower to change it.
“One of these days” is getting awfully low on time.