Let go of some people and things… mainly people I guess. New, better people will take their places. Back to art, and books, movies, puzzles, card games, exploring nature. Go outside and sit; read, write, or just sit. Enjoy you and fuck the rest of them. They’re not worthy of you and your time and your existence. They don’t get to be in your universe if they’re going to act like that.
They can go away and stay in their own miserable little worlds… with each other. Maybe they can get time off for good behavior…