Nothing is enjoyable and everything gets on my nerves. “Oh god, shut up already.” Standing at a show last weekend, trying to Jedi mind trick the band. Couldn’t leave because my ride was busy being an annoying idiot.
Spending the past month being fake. Spending the past month acting. Spending the past month wanting to crawl into a hole and disappear or sleep or die…dependent upon the day.
I wish everyone would shut up and leave me alone. I wish the world would be quiet. Please be quiet.